Missed Opprotunities

It took me weeks to find the words to express
these feelings I have inside
but mere words won't do it justice
now my heart is left in this mess
The chances I had I completely missed
I wasn't ready then and
I didnt want to scare you off
If only your lips weren't begging to be kissed
Now I look back in regret
I could've told you then
and I thought I could tonight
But my expectations were not met
I cant help this and I felt you should know
that I cant see myself with any other
that your laugh is my only goal and
Your my star which always seems to glow
But I didn't tell you
I'm not sure why
I have now but
I miss you too